Sisters

Last week I drove to Seneca Falls, NY to spend time with my three sisters. What a gift! I’ve been writing a lot about them and our trip since my return. I could go on and on about what a wonderful time we had together, and about how much I miss them now that we’ve parted. This morning I wanted to write a slice about our time together, but I couldn’t figure out what to focus on.

While I was waiting for SOL inspiration to strike, Margaret Simon’s slice arrived in my Inbox. She shared her puppy-centered response to this morning’s Ethical ELA prompt. That prompt suggested using “The Important Book” by Margaret Wise Brown as a mentor for a poem. I, too, had written a response to that prompt this morning, but mine had focused on my sisters. Somehow, it had never occurred to me to share that poem as my slice today. Thanks for the idea, Margaret!

The important thing about sisters
is that they are always there for you.
They love you despite your faults,
and maybe even because of them.
They share your memories–
and sometimes augment or correct them.
They connect you to past and future.
They speak the family shorthand fluently
with a gesture
or a glance.
They are companions and confidants.
But the most important thing about sisters
is that they are always there for you.

©Molly Hogan

Dinner in Dublin

In spite of the less-than-favorable forecast and the typical Irish weather, it had been a beautiful day in Dublin, and we’d been walking and soaking in the scenery all day long. After debating our options, we’d finally selected to eat in the outside area of a restaurant adjacent to the pedestrian zone. We placed our order, and sat back, ready to enjoy both people-watching and being off of our feet. It was finally sinking in: Our long anticipated trip had really begun!

Dining tables in Europe tend to be placed closer together which can invite conversation or at least facilitate eavesdropping. The table across from ours was quite close, and the four people there were clearly enjoying their time together, with lively conversation. The server kept them well-supplied with a variety of adult beverages, and their happy laughter was a nice backdrop to the scenery and our own idle conversation. Eventually, not long after we got our meal, they departed.

Within minutes after they left, a man strolled in from the street, sauntered over to their table, still cluttered with half-finished drinks and dirty plates, and sat down. He leaned back in the chair and crossed his legs, clearly quite at ease.

He must be hungry or really impatient, I thought idly. He isn’t even waiting for the table to be cleared.

Then, the man casually picked up one half-finished drink, lifted it to his lips and drank it down.

Wait! What?!

Kurt and I turned to each other, astonished. We looked back just in time to see the man downing the dregs of the next drink. And then the next. And the next. Almost before we could even process this, he had emptied all the glasses, stood up and was walking away.

As he left, a server approached, and he reached out with both his hands, clasped one of her hands and vigorously shook it. She looked a bit confused, but smiled at him as he talked to her. Then he released her hand and casually walked out of the restaurant and down the street. She continued toward us.

“Excuse me,” my husband said to her as she neared our table, “Did you know that man?”

“No,” she said, laughing. ” I have no idea who he is.”

“Well,” my husband said, “he just sat down and polished off the remnants of all the drinks that were on that table.”

The waitress’s jaw dropped.

Mine still does too, every time I think about it.

Postcard Poems

This month Heidi chose the prompt for our Inkling’s challenge. She asked us to “Write a short postcard poem with choice details of your vacation/holiday/getaway/escape location and activities. Conclude with “Wish you were here” or some variation!”

This was the perfect summer prompt, especially given the fact that I’ve spent almost everyday since school got out on June 13th traveling! My husband and I were in Ireland, Croatia and Slovenia. We just got back this past Wednesday.

Here are a few small poems inspired by sights in Slovenia:

the mountains gather up clouds
drape them like gauzy shawls
across sharp shoulders

©Molly Hogan

within the lush green
a solitary spire rises
heaven bound

©Molly Hogan

Blossom-lined alpine lake
Castle on a hill
Tolling church bells

Fairy tales bloom
alongside the hydrangea

©Molly Hogan

On our final day we hiked along a cliff walk in Howth, Ireland. It was utterly gorgeous scenery, despite the dark skies and cool temperatures, and the perfect way to end our vacation.

Cliff Walk, Howth, Ireland

Heather embroiders the hillside
Far below us, a seal bobs and dives
stitching its wake into the fabric of the sea
Overhead, swathes of clouds batten the skies
I wrap myself in the soft weave of the day
and give thanks

©Molly Hogan

If you’d like to see what the other Inklings did with this challenge, click on the links below:

Linda @A Word Edgewise
Catherine @Reading to the Core
Molly @Nix the Comfort Zone
Mary Lee @Another Year of Reading
Heidi @my juicy little universe

This week’s Poetry Friday is hosted by the glorious Jan Annino at her blog, Bookseed Studio.

June Inklings Challenge

I was in charge of the Inklings prompt this month, and I shared a mishmash of Pádraig Ó Tuama’s prompt from his recent craft talk: “You, you, you: The Address of Poetry”. In this talk, Pádraig focused on the word “you” in poetry. He mentioned William Waters several times, quoting, “…for a poem to say you is in every case a complex act.” Finally, he invited us all to, ““Write something narrative and by narrative I mean something that has story and observation to it…write about the first time you saw somebody who’s become a you to you…a you that you love to say…detail what else could be seen”… and let those other things convey what it all meant to you.

I found that thinking about using the word “you” in a poem was unsettling. I became hyperaware of it, pondering all the possible nuances of that seemingly simple word, “you”. It reminded me a bit of my first encounter with reading metacognitively. It felt both uncomfortable and enlightening.

I recently had a garden encounter that I first wrote about in my notebook as a poem, and then revised to write in prose for a Slice of Life post. Mary Lee Hahn commented on that post that it could serve as a response for this prompt. I went back to the original poem in my notebook and lifted some phrases from my SOL piece to create this response. The end result clearly doesn’t completely adhere to the prompt, but I’m all about just showing up right now 🙂

(Untitled for now)

On a day of crystal clarity
and blossom-scented air,
I lift the discarded garden pot,
(which I mistakenly thought
was mine) and
you shift the world to shudder
by slithering over
my unsuspecting hand.

My shriek
shatters the blue tranquility.
You and your pot
tumble down to earth.
I windmill backward while
my heart rate soars
skyward.

After many deep breaths,
I step forward,
warily-keen to observe
the glossy sheen of your overlapping scales
the flickering black and red
of your forked tongue.

We pass several long moments,
your unblinking eyes
linked with mine.
The small space between
you and me
hums with possibility.

©Molly Hogan, draft

If you want to see photos from my adventure (or read the prose version), you can visit my Slice of Life post.

We opted to make our prompt optional this month because so many of us have multiple irons in the fire. I’m not sure who all is choosing to respond, but you’ll be rewarded by visiting their blogs anyway. Just click on the links to see what you find!

Linda @A Word Edgewise
Catherine @Reading to the Core
Molly @Nix the Comfort Zone
Margaret @Reflections on the Teche
Heidi @my juicy little universe

Tracey Kiff-Judson has the Poetry Friday Roundup at her blog, Tangles and Tails.

Garden Time

Tranquility is a true gift In the midst of the year-end hullabaloo and preparations for summer travel, and there’s not much that’s more peaceful then spending time in a spring garden…at least when you’re not being surprised by reptiles (here). Whenever I can find the time, I’ve been soaking up the essence of my garden. In between the flares of dame’s rocket and the spears of iris are pockets of calm. I linger there.

In the garden
peace
sprouts
green
tendrils.
Peace
unfurls
tender
leaves.
Peace
in the garden.

©Molly Hogan

Sustenance

Spring in Maine has been oh-so-beautiful this year and I’ve been soaking it all in. It struck me this morning that I’m living in a sort of emerald “snow” globe. Up on our hilltop, our house is surrounded by shades of green in all directions, and every so often, blossoms flutter down instead of snowflakes. A crescendo of bird song wakes me every morning. It’s pretty awesome!

Poet, Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer, shares a poem every day. In the initial part of one recent poem, “Rapture“, she describes stopping to listen after hearing a bird call, and speculates on the power of that listening. The final lines to the poem are:

“…tuning with wonder, thrill lacing
our spellbound silence as we slip
through the narrow gate of amazement
and more wholly into the world.”

I can so relate to that moment of intense awareness and to slipping through that “narrow gate of amazement.” I’ve been thinking a lot about how to find joy in the stress of this mixed-up world, and in the midst of missing those who are no longer with me. I’m so grateful for the the natural beauty that surrounds me and for the consistent entry to wonder that it offers. Such moments sustain me.

Sustenance
after Clint Smith

Today I will
write a poem
about being happy.
It will not be about feeling overwhelmed
by a friend’s recent diagnosis
or by yet another bombing, distress, or disappointment.
It will not splash into a pool of angst
or seek synonyms for sorrow.
But rather it will be about
a soaring hawk, wings glowing impossibly white
against blue skies.
But rather the joy of a sun-speckled path
through river-side woods and time to linger.
But rather how all these things are present
and sometimes they rise
like cream to the surface,
rich, delicious
worthy of savoring.
And how there’s always time later
to linger with grief
and world-weary worries.
But rather, today, I’ll drink deep
and write a poem
about being happy.

©Molly Hogan

This week’s Poetry Friday is hosted by Janice Scully at her blog, Salt City Verse.

Garden Surprise

It’s one of those days that reminds me why I live in Maine–all sharp-edged clarity and cool low humidity. Sun streaming and the air scented with a potpourri of scents: lilac, wisteria, lily of the valley, and freshly mown grass. I putter about the yard, moving from garden to garden, enjoying my haphazard wandering, surrounded by bountiful evidence of spring’s entrenchment. I weed here and there, spread some mulch. Every so often I stop to admire tendrils of growth or newly emerged blooms. To gently brush variegated leaves. I’m deeply and utterly content to be where I am, doing what I’m doing.

I reach into the half-weeded side garden, where bee balm and evening primrose thrive along with some needs-to-be weeded long grass. I lean further in to pick up a plastic pot filled with hard and shrunken soil. I’d had sweet peas in there last year, hoping they would wind there way up the side of the outbuilding. No such luck. What might I do this year?

The day shifts to shudder when I see, or sense a flash of movement and feel a sudden slithering whisper over the back of my hand. My shriek shatters the crystal blue tranquility of the day. I drop the pot, jumping backward, and recognize the sinuous form–SNAKE– in the same instant that it computes:

OMG! It just slithered over my hand!!!

The pot tumbles back to earth and there’s a flash of muscular scales as the snake nestles further into the shadow between the pot and the earth. I hold my hand to my heart, struggling to slow its frantic pace.

After a few minutes I step forward, my curiosity getting the better of me. In my mind, my favorite mantra of all time loops on repeat: There are NO poisonous snakes in Maine! There are NO poisonous snakes in Maine! I’m pretty sure it must be a garter snake. I can remember my grandmother speaking fondly to them in her own garden. I’m not sure I’m up to that, but still, I’m slowly drawn forward.

At first I can only see one bend of snake, looped up over the soil. The sheen of overlapping scales is almost beautiful. Almost. Then I see the head, tucked down into the shadows. A glimmer of eye. The snake is clearly watching me and is also clearly entrenched. After a few moments, I go inside to get my camera and return to take a few photos. The distance of a lens is always helpful.

It isn’t too long before I realize that it isn’t just one snake. There are actually TWO of them. I can’t suppress another little shudder. One is bolder and pops its head out. Its tongue flickers wildly, no doubt trying to pinpoint my presence. I see the forked black end of the tongue emerge over and over, noting how it turns to red when the tongue is fully emerged. I’m sort of grotesquely fascinated. This snake and I lock eyes as I take a few photos. I murmur a few reassurances. I won’t hurt it, but I’m not going to pet it either!

We pass several long moments together. My heart settles down. We watch each other carefully. The small space between us hums with possibility.

After a while, I leave the snake and return to my puttering. Every so often I cast a wary eye toward that garden. Perhaps the primrose and bee balm will thrive even with the weeds in their midst. It seems I’ll be sharing that garden for the summer. Now that I’m aware of that, I’m sort of…maybe…okay with it. But I’m pretty sure I won’t be weeding much there.


Chasing Rainbows

“It’s raining again,” Kurt commented.

I looked outside and saw the sparkle of rain, lit by sun. It was one of those spring showery days, where the sun and rain had been continually vying for control. In short, it was rainbow weather.

“Ooooh!” I said, scanning the skies through the window, “I bet there’s a rainbow somewhere!”

Our home is situated on a hill, surrounded by trees. It’s lovely for many reasons, but viewing large expanses of sky and/or the horizon isn’t one of them.

“I’m going to drive down to the river to see if there’s a rainbow,” I announced. “Want to come?”

“Sure.”

We grabbed jackets and the keys, and were out the door and into the car within two minutes. Turning left out of our driveway, I kept one eye on the sky. As we approached the end of our road, I exclaimed, “Oh, look! There’s one!”

A huge rainbow was just appearing in the eastern sky. As we drove, it seemed to get brighter and brighter. Within a minute or two we were at the river and quickly parked. We scrambled out of the car to marvel at the rainbow emblazoned across the sky. It was a beauty! I took a few photos, hoping to capture its splendor. Its colorful arc stretched from dark clouds partway across the river, then disappeared into cloud-scattered blue skies. Wow!

Even if you understand the science, rainbows still feel like magic. When you see one, you have to stop and appreciate it. To wonder at it. To watch it glow and then ultimately fade away. It’s such an intense and transient beauty.

You can’t order up a rainbow like you can a taco (nod to Naomi Shihab Nye), but you can notice when conditions are ripe and go looking.

Some people chase tornados, I chase rainbows. I highly recommend it!

Inklings: Fiddling with Poems

This month Linda Mitchell posed our Inklings challenge. She had us randomly exchange poems amongst our group and invited us to respond in some way or other to that poem, saying we could “fiddle with, play with, tinker, tear-apart, be inspired or stumped by the poem…”

Margaret Simon sent me her poignant poem, “Porch Lights.”

Porch Lights

after Susan Aizenberg

Porches hear their call–
Carolina wrens
Toot-tweet, toot-tweet, toot-tweet

I am practicing
being in the moment

attend only to sound,
this mating echo
before dawn

but a memory comes
of a wren on the back porch

nesting in a flower pot
left behind when we moved Mom

to memory care–
I see a photo of her
on my phone,

smiling as she always has.
She still follows directions.

The doll she holds
needs her more than I do,

now nestled in her arms
where I once lay.             

My sorrow 
draws me to
listen, hear

the wrens joined 
by a chorus
of bus wheels

rushing down my street
as the day begins.

©Margaret Simon

This poem is steeped with love, loss and longing. I considered many responses to it, and found a wonderful one in Charles Wright’s “Sitting at Night on the Front Porch.” Unfortunately, I didn’t write that poem, so I was still at the drawing board. I thought about responding to the grief of losing one’s mother, to the wrens in the discarded nest, to the porch in the title.

I was especially drawn to the porches, though that felt like a light direction to take from this weighty poem. Still, I’m fascinated by them, and by how society has changed since the invention of AC (among other things) took people off their porches and into their homes. I did a little googling and discovered there’s actually a Professional Porch Sitters Union, and they even have a motto: “*Sit down a spell. That can wait.” Oh! I can really get behind that!

In the end, I fiddled around with all sorts of entry points and forms, including triolets, found poems, golden shovels, free verse, haiku and acrostic responses. I’m sharing two of these poems, wishing I’d had a bit more time to work with a triolet that seemed to be coming together.

In the sorrow of a forgotten flower pot, a wren builds its nest

Life is like that
full of paradoxes,
the cloak of our sadness
woven with intermittent
glinting threads of gold
as bright as the echo
of a wren’s call

©Molly Hogan, draft

Sit Down a Spell*

Porches invite you in
Offer respite from blazing heat, incessant rain or the
Rub of daily life. They create a space for
Companionship–a liminal place where
Heartache and joy intertwine,
Embedded within stories and silence…
Sometimes a porch is like a poem

© Molly Hogan, draft

If you’re interested in seeing what the other Inklings did with this challenge, click on the links below:

Catherine Flynn
Mary Lee Hahn
Linda Mitchell
Heidi Mordhorst
Margaret Simon

The Poetry Friday Roundup this week is hosted by Buffy Silverman. Her post comes with a trigger warning for those who are snake-phobic. Check it out here!

Progressive Poem is here!

In 2012, Irene Latham conceived of the collaborative poem, a poem built day by day, written line by line by thirty different authors throughout the month of April. Irene passed the baton to Margaret Simon in 2020, and under her guiding hands, the collaborative poem continues to flourish.

It’s always such a pleasure and inspiration to watch this poem take shape through the month, moving from one author to the next. This month’s poem has taken us along a literal journey as well, with our narrator and sibling, Manu. I’ve been watching more closely as it neared my sphere. How in the world would this journey unfold? How could I, from my comfortable perch in the world, do justice to these stalwart souls and their hopeful, painful journey? As Heidi Mordhorst mentioned in her post, “This poem has STAKES!” I’m thankful for those who have guided the poem along to me and found some sanctuary for our heroes. I’ve added my two lines in bold.

Here’s the poem so far:

cradled in stars, our planet sleeps,
clinging to tender dreams of peace
sister moon watches from afar,
singing lunar lullabies of hope.

almost dawn, I walk with others,
keeping close, my little brother.
hand in hand, we carry courage
escaping closer to the border

My feet are lightning;
My heart is thunder.
Our pace draws us closer
to a new land of wonder.

I bristle against rough brush—
poppies ahead brighten the browns.
Morning light won’t stay away—
hearts jump at every sound.

I hum my own little song
like ripples in a stream
Humming Mami’s lullaby
reminds me I have her letter

My fingers linger on well-worn creases,
shielding an address, a name, a promise–
Sister Moon will find always us
surrounding us with beams of kindness

But last night as we rested in the dusty field,
worries crept in about matters back home.
I huddled close to my brother. Tears revealed
the no-choice need to escape. I feel grown.

Leaving all I’ve ever known
the tender, heavy, harsh of home.
On to maybes, on to dreams,
on to whispers we hope could be.

But I don’t want to whisper! I squeeze Manu’s hand.
“¡Más cerca ahora!” Our feet pound the sand.
We race, we pant, we lean on each other
I open my canteen and drink gratefully

Thirst is slaked, but I know we’ll need
more than water to achieve our dreams.
Nights pass slowly, but days call for speed
through the highs and the lows, we live with extremes

We enter a village the one from Mami’s letter,
We find the steeple; food, kindly people, and shelter.
“We made it, Manu! Mami would be so proud!”
I choke back a sob, then stand tall for the crowd.

A slapping of sandals… I wake to the sound
of ¡GOL! Manu’s playing! The fútbol rebounds.
I pinch myself. Can this be true?
Are we safe at last? Is our journey through?

Next stop on the Progressive Poem is over to…..

April 25 Joanne Emery at Word Dancer
April 26 Karin Fisher-Golton at Still in Awe
April 27 Donna Smith at Mainly Write
April 28 Dave at Leap of Dave
April 29 Robyn Hood Black at Life on the Deckle Edge
April 30 Michelle Kogan at More Art for All